2005-03-18
>>i like boy kisses<<
I kissed a boy today. Hehe.
I kissed Carlos after watching "The Ring 2." [It was alright, but it got confusing at a few points.] I shared drinks with him, and he offered me nachos. I offered to share my Ravioli, but no one wanted any.
Giving him a kiss was one of those random things that I would usually suppress completely, but after two and a half hours of footsies and hand-holding and lollipop-sharing with Candace, Ryan [girl], and Ryan's fifteen-year-old brother [straight?], I just decided to grab Carlos face and plant a nice big wet one. Originally, I just wanted to bite him. But then I thought, what the hell, and kissed him.
On the cheek.
If it had been on another intimate area, I probably wouldn't be on the computer right now. I'd be lying on my bed, gazing into the wall, trying to make sense of my life. But on the cheek is fine.
It worked out pretty fine, too, because right after I kissed him I kissed Candace. He went up to Ryan after that and said, "I'm hanging out with you because you seem to be the most non-gay one in this group." He probably thought it was just a joke since I was still able to make decent small-talk with him, trying to coax him into coming with us to sing karaoke at the only gay bar on island. He declined. Said he had a game tomorrow. Tscha.
I kissed Carlos. I kissed Carlos.
I wonder how many times he's been kissed before.
I wonder if he'll tell anyone.
I wonder if he liked it.
Magic 8-Ball -- tell me...
It is certain.
I will sleep to dream now.
tipsydrunk at 11:32 p.m.
